Dearest little bean,
I bought your first pair of shoes
yesterday. It was very surreal knowing they were for OUR little bean and
not a gift for someone else. The lady at the register was gushing over
how cute they were and it took every ounce of strength in me to not
shout that they were for you!! I wrapped them in a cute little box with a
note that read, “I don’t technically have feet yet, but I’m already
stylin’! Love you so much already, DAD!” Sorry to put words in your
mouth, but I just know you’re gonna love your dad so much! Like I do.
|Your first Chucks! You’ll learn early that in this family, we love shoes!
didn’t give it to him until your brother went to bed, since we don’t
want anyone knowing yet. It was hard staying awake until 11:30! I was so
nervous to tell him, I was shaking. And he was so happy!! Not that I
thought he’d be upset, but it was nerve-wracking. We hugged it out and
laughed and cried. I recorded everything so we can show you some day and
also share it with everyone!!
I took another test this morning, since I had a spare, and whaddayaknow…pregnant! Ha!
still in shock over it. For so many years I’ve known I wanted you, and
some days it felt as though I’d never get to meet you. But now you’re
growing and we are so excited.
I have to call my doctor tomorrow
to make my first appointment! Another nerve-wracking task! But it’s
making things feel very real.
I guess that’s all for today, because I have to pee…again!