Dearest little bean,
Your mama has been STRESSED OUT! And trying to find a way to calm down. This is still so new to me and so many thoughts go through my head on a daily basis. I know you can feel the stress too, so it’s important for me to find some peace.
Only 9 days until we get to see your little bean bod and hear your heart beating! I’m so very excited! And nervous, of course…
Dad and I keep throwing around names, mostly boy names, because I’m still 99.9% certain you are a baby boy. We shall see… 13 more weeks until we peek at your baby parts and then show them to everyone else! Get used to the embarassment, that’s what parents do!
A lady at work keeps teasing me about my “pregnancy,” thanks to the lovely Kate Middleton skit that I’m now wishing never happened. There’s apparently been other employees “talking” about me being pregnant. No one here knows, but now I’m afraid everyone will think that silly skit was planned!! It’s ri-goddamn-diculous.
I’m in a perpetual state of what feels like motion sickness. It’s like I’ve been stuck on a Tilt-A-Whirl and no one will let me off. The occasional piece of bread or helping of pasta makes the ride stop for a minute, but that’s all the relief I get. It’s sure to be kind to my waistline. My diet currently consists of fruit (mostly Clementines), yogurt, cheese, chicken and bland carbs. I’ve been trying to wrap my head around the idea of picky eaters, since I’ve now become one, and I cannot, for the life of me, understand how in the world people can have such boring diets!! I love veggies and flavors and colors and FOOD!! But right now, that’s all making my life miz…
4 weeks and “they” say it will pass, here’s to hoping!
Can’t believe it will be 8 weeks tomorrow! Time is already flying by.